Stability! I need and want just that right now. It’s been years since I’ve felt stable. Yes I have never really lived a life that most people would consider stable and I don’t think that I am capable of living one. But all the same what no one understands is that I draw my stability from just a few constants in my life. Not from anything else but those few constants that I need and want in place to make me feel safe and to make me feel loved so I can feel free of any worries and be myself. Because it is only when I’m my true self that I can achieve all that I want. It’s only when I feel stable that I can reach for the stars without anything bearing me down. I’m a worrier, yes I am, hence the need for these constants. I don’t ask for much, just that little bit will set me free, instead of holding me back from what I want to do, wondering if I’ll lose all that I love because I went too far away. This won’t be easy for you I know. You aren’t used to this. But I know how strong you can be if you want to……only if you want to. I know that as long as you keep the bigger picture in mind and realise what we have, it’ll all be so easy.
I need you to tell me you’ll be there every time that I’m back. I need to know my love. I need you to know that I love you so much, that no matter what happens, I will be there for you, always. I need you to know that you’re always in my heart, through the ups and downs, thorough the happiness and the sadness, my love for you will never change. I want no other. All I ask is for you to love me back the way I do and together we can make magic!
Hold my hand through this my love. Be my Angel for now, just for a while and then I'll be your Rock, forever and ever.
All I want is you.
